friendship vs. friendshit !

finally, i have found again ! you know what i've found again ?!
yeahhh the meaning of friends ! maybe close friends !
i make a new word, that's FRIENDSHIP to FRIENDSHIT !
as i know, i try to trust they, but do they understand me ?!
hahahahahahaha dissaponted ?!
as usually dude..
but, what should i do ?! i'm so bored to face it.
i will still survive and keep this hurt and never tell them until they will know it automatically.

i just can say thankful to you because you give me a real meaning of FRIENDSHIT !!

thx,