i want to be UNBROKEN !

I lay beside you; I can't sleepAnd you don't even know about meMy back is turned a world awayAnd you don't even knowThese tears are fallingAnd all my life, and all this timeMy love for you has added up to thisIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenI've lost your thousand silent screamsI'm coming down this brutal mountainI'm ready here to try againStanding in the light from the darknessAnd all my life and all my timeAnd all the hurting and all the workingIt somehow made me stronger in the endIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenAnd all my life and all this timeAnd all the prayin' and all the meetingAnd all the beating, it somehow makes us better in the endIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbrokenIt's unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

ky nya ini blog d ciptakan bwt tmpt gue curhat ttg kaka dh bz gue gak tau mau crhat k mana kalo gak k ini blog .. seperti bysa hari ini gue berantem lagi nd berantem lagii .. huh :(
besok rencanany jalan , tapi gue gak berharap banyak dh .. gue gak mau berharap banyak lagi kyk kemaren nd hari itu emg gak d nantikan ..
ehmm masalah gereja .. sebenernya kejadian ttg janji terulang lagi .. wktu itu gue inget koq dy pernah janji m gue kalo mau gereja bareng m gue tapi ternyata itu BULLSHIT again .. dy mau pergi gereja m sodara nya .. y udhlah , masalah gereja gak gue ributin , takut TUHAN marah .. tapi y gue kecewa y wajar aja x sebagai manusia ..
ehm gak tau dh kedepannya gymana .. gue percaya m org jadi susah bgd sekarang .. apalagi dengar kata janji & maaf ..
trauma gue !
gue mencoba untuk gak emosi , untuk gak k pancing , tapi ttep aja gue selalu marah nd keselm dy ..
kecewa abis dh gue m dy ..
nd yang sebenernya yg bisa ngobatin rasa kecewa gue y cmn dy ..
udh lah .. gue males juga terus" d kecewain :(
airmata gue udh kering !!